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世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我

你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口


[[hear my heart, feel mi~]]

wed

went town with ahya
walk here and there
saw his fren again and again..lolz
den go play pool..haha funny thingy
den meet my "ex gf" at far east
lolz!..den go back 925 slack
blablabla
i become more and more lazy to blog alr=.=Zzz

tues

nv go school!
mila's sick sick sick
fluflu fever~~
=(((
stay at home whole day
play piano
haix..feel so sux now
so hard to pick up a new song
can't even find e cord somehow
....haish
where's my soul of music
when can i find it back

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lolz mummi bought crocodile tail from her workplace
and she tot i dun dare to eat..lolz!
wrong! yummi~=p

sun

hardly wake up
didnt want to go out
cos not feeling so good
but dunno which idiot say if i nv go he dun wan go also
=.=!Zzz
den go prepare..mum nag nag nag
blablabla..
den took cab..jam den jamming..lolz
ya watever..LOL
after jam take photo blabla
den watch the "tooth fairy"
den blablabla
LOL..
yawn~~~
gonna sleep soon
tml need to do project
lalalala..
oyasumi~

Fri

heavy rain in e morning
ejan acc mi walk to school
den pe lesson end earli
dabao go learning cove
ya! blast music
lying on e sofa..shiok
den lesson awhile onli
go home liao=.=
reach home online awhile
took a nap
wake up prepare meet ahya
den meet jimmy and another band member at ps
went eat..
den pei them go jamming
jimmy!gambatte on ur drum! Xp
den went for drink at ahya's fren pub
nv drink much=]
den his da shi xiong suddenly come ask mi
whether can sing with their singer "ni zui zhen gui"
since they today short of lady singer
den ok lo..but end up gt one customer wan sing
become mi sing "wu ding"=.=Zzz
den after tt i tot finish alr
but the singer ask mi sing one song alone?!
gosh!..stun=.=
end up i choose "xin bu liao qin" since there's no other lyrics
1st time sing with a guitar=]
wow his da shi xiong realli good sia
play so great la
1st part slow and soft,2nd part like jazz
cool!!! so shiok man!!!
so enjoy with e rhythm
this was e 1st time i sing on e pub stage
1st time no stage fright at all=]
..i ask ahya i sing ok nt=.=
he say this was e best "xin bu liao qin" he heard
ya i noe he's an wei-ing wo
LOL! but tks ya=]
den his fren tot i'm their vocal=.=!
nahx..den surprised that kaze said "hope so"
nahx i dun think i gt time for a band bahx=]
and den he ask i sing at where or which band
NAH! lolz! i sing in Hikari!=D

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den blablabla
blablabla and bla
lolz
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[ahya, pls dun give up urself
dun give up on hope
be more positive
no matter wat
life stil goes on=]

thurs

met ahya at cityhall
went to see his guitar things and wat so ever
den "shop" abit went suntec for dinner
yup as wat my mum suggested=.="kuisin bo" again=D
ahya's treat Xp..
tks^@^V

Wed

went for afternoon lesson
since morning can't wake up=.=
den went hikari do things
but actualli like just chilling there
lolz!...
i'm tired! but i just ate mac=(
wan to sleep but scare fatfat..Xp
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[jialat!there's a red red big pimple at e centre of my nose!=(((
realli become Mickey Mouse alr><>

tues

after school meet little gf for lunch
den go trim eye brown, intro by her
nice one=D
den she go work..i go home online
blablabla..
den meet ah ya for dinner at 18chef
den watch "e spy next door"
nice show^^
i must catch it as i wun miss any show of cheng long=p
had a long talk with him..yea..
den meet gf at 925 after her work
and i'm home now
feel so not ok..and mum's nt home
i think i better take medi and go sleep
ya
nitex

Sat-Sun

noon time wake up
finaly got enough sleep!
den practice singing
while uploading photo in fb(alot=.=!Zzz)
den prepare go down Hikari alr
kelvin didi joining in my class le
den since today running out of time
pearlyn join us also
1st time group..^-^V
ya=.=my voice sounds so diff
after leant e new skill from laoshi
can go up high tone easily sio..o.O!
xie xie coleman laoshi^^
den chitchat till 11plus
pearlyn lazy wan take cab home..lolz
reach home after awhile she say going prawning=.=
den 2plus go prawning
till morning..lolz!
reach home online awhile sleep le
2pm wake up
cook prawn..eat..yummi~
do project!!!
lolz wells..did it kinda fast..
tml let chew see can or not=.=
right after i finish my project
mum's home=D
hehe..
time for "cooking lesson" for her!lolz
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[[=i'm okie=]]

tues/wed/thurs/fri

cos of tooooo tired so nv blog
since too many things happened
so i just short cut abit..lolz
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tues:
morning went school..without spirit
event teacher ask mi wat happen
so i just walk around try not to let any1 see
den ejan sent mi home
weather was very hot but i said cold? dotx=.=
ya realli something wronged with mi..lolz
reach home online awhile
eve meet little gf go bishan eat with tianhao they all
den went for Avatar 3D ^^..
lolz! she booked couple seat somemore!=.=!
wells, 2nd time watch..and stil NICE!
after movie met jon and xiaodi for supper at 925
i was stone-ing..in e end stil decided wan go airport
den jianle came down wanted fetch mi there last min
but flight delayed again..
so jianle slack with us..lolz alot funny and lame things jon did=.=
wells..can tell tt e group was having fun=]..great
xiaodi going airport tgt with mi later on
so 4am went home sleep

wed:
8.30am wake up
xiaodi stil sleeping
den decided go alone
but around 9 plus he wake up le
10mins he under my blk alr=.= good good
den take 858 go..wow 20mins reach alr.
LOL!..didnt expect soooo fast=.=zzz
den walk around e airport
smk smk smk..smk machine..lolz
den around 12 saw him while walking around
he's checking in..
after check in .. pei his mum go eat
den photo taking..blablabla
den..time to say goodbye..~
wait till e airplane flied den bus to bishan
take my wallet from comfort cab office
(i lost it like 1 month ago?lolz! and they call)
den go amk cut hair with xiaodi
xiaodi say my hair look like when he just noe mi tt time=.=
den went Hikari pass things to laoshi
den take my bag Serene bought for mi=D
den meet little gf at amk
go k-box with tianhao they all
sing sing sing..lalala..
3 of them are from si lin..and they wan quit
den asking alot question abt Hikari
think they wan join as 1 group=] great
den cab home with xiaodi(from his gradma hs)

thurs-friday:
lifeskill project at GreenView Sec (with trybe)
for sec 1 camp
tired!! but enjoy e time being with e kids=]
(project photos uploading in FB)

Monday-super blue

wake up in e morning
after mum gone for work
tears auto drop again
gosh i couldnt stop it at all
hug e bearbear
trying to cool down..
stil can't control my emotion
wells..planning to nt go school
force myself to sleep
couldnt..
cried til over tired den fell asleep
sleep till night time..gg=.=
wake up ....again-____-
wa..wat's wrong with mi?
why like tt ah
i trying nt to think alr
...
i tried to ren when mum's back
but stil there's tears in my eye
but i nv let it drop out
i'm trying so hard
but stil couldnt hold back
and didnt noe she more cute than mi
said sth more silly...lolz
....
den baby von talk to mi
she's so right..
tks alot Von=]
den after tt someone comfort mi also
wells ty ppl..=]
i'll be fine ..soon..i guess
just give mi some times ya?
maybe long,..maybe short
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[[my mind is in a mess now]]

Sun

morning 8plus wake up
prepare..练声~
la laa laaa..
gosh=.=..die..no voice=.=Zzz
den no time alr
cab down hikari
after awhile derek reach
omg=.= laoshi was so stressed up
keep rushing and rushing
den mi and derek try sing
gosh! both of us puo ying-___-!
die la..sing 3 times onli 3rd time hai hao
no time alr><
laoshi bring us down e place
e weather so hot=/
den draw our own exam number
i got e last one=D
i tot tt was great..
LOL but i was so wrong!!-__-
seeing nonok cry 1st..den follow by wanxin
den i jing zhang all the way till e end=.=!
GG-ed
dunno why
when my turn i stand on e stage,
my hand and leg keep shaking><
now den i noe why ppl all say buang=(
i tried to control my voice
but surprisingly not tt bad=D
i can hit e notes sio=p
so happy^^...but e problem is..
i was still shaking like hell..LOL..nearly fall-_-
ending stil can joke with judger..lolz
coz he say my wei ying good...
den i say is natural dou ying..XD
...
wells after sing stil can shake=.=
..
hmmm
the result was good
shocked tt my mark was high
and, i'm in=D
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after everything
went for farewell dinner for M
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den take photo here and there
blablabla
..
i was okie=.=
but i dunno why after everyone said goodbye
i suddenly couldnt control my emotion..O_O
ermmm..yea..
i tot after awhile will okay but......Zzz
after recieve e msg more....Zzz
...
ehhhz today "emo" day ah?-_-
why so many ppl cried..LOL
wells..
i'll be fine..i hope so=]

mummy buy de things=]

Sat

nearly wake up late
rush down to Hikari
reach there onli DaXin was there=.=
den wait for everyone
all systems prepared
gooo~~
after the event
went dinner tgt
wanted to give ShiTat a surprise
for his 21 bd=]
...
when on e way home
alot ppl call again=.=
clubbing?!LOL!!quit le la! Xp
.....
i noe this post is short
lolz coz i'm VERY TIRED!!!=_-!Zzz
and tml gt artist test><
my throat stil pain pain=/
and since just now..ya fever=(((
good luck to mi tml=pPp

Friday

i'm bored~~
so just post some random thinking.
lolz
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y some bitch's realli so damn bitch?=.=!!Zzz~
time to change and wake up le la..
bitching around will make urself feel great is it?-_-"
like that very fun? den go ahead=]..
it's very obvious no one arounds u treat u truly
(fren or bf) including mi
if u stil dun care wat others see about u,
den one word for u-"hopeless"
狗改不了吃屎
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i believe nan ting de words are good
u always noe how to say about ppl
although it's true too
but do u ever look at urself?
so just think about it urself=]
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whether this is good or bad
i'm just being damn random
lolz!!!!
roar!
bored...
tml and Sun gonna be busy
T_T

to Mum

she call mi and say dabao for mi from her work place
ask mi wait for her back
wells..wanted to go out but ..aya lazy also
so wait lor...
when she back..waw..龙虾 again..O_O
this time de is e biggest one i guess=.=
den i told her next time dun dabao this le very exp
den she say i 缺营养-________-
.....
wells long time nv realli talk to her like tt alr
shock tt she found out i admire someone now
so i just aka aka tell her about tt person
she sounds like she kinda like him also
if last time she sure say, aya all guys bastard one la
she wun support mi to love anyone..
but this time..i was realli surprised tt she actualli supports mi
wells..this feeling is like..waw..yea~
...
eventhough many times i had angry with her over sth
but no matter wat she stil my mum
sry mum i always say u "fan" and attitudes u
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i wun say face to face
but..
i love u mum
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[[purple is her favourite colour=]]



she give mi de little angel

wednesday

today is ladys nite!
and so many ppl ask mi go again=.=
of coz i'm NOT GOING
lolz...yeah!
end up meet little gf, fred and sunsun
go prawning=D
today's reasult nt tt great but ok la
den slack till 7am D=
den reach home prepare for school straight=D
wells..wasnt tt shag ..surprising..lolz
i was e 2nd to reach class! =p
den since 1st week nth to do
release earli=.=
went watson buy things spend $89=/
omg..but those are the things tt i realli needs=.=
back home online awhile
Zzz~~~
sleep til so deadly=.=
wells gt 2 phone calls i dun even realize at all
"65524525"who is this?pls kindly let mi noe tks=D


uncle fred camp firing..lolz


cute huh XD

lolz!dun worry this is nt by prawning=.=!


we did e same pose again=.=!

Sat

just back home from power house(wendi bd)
since everyone gone missing more than 3 times
i was all alone..
den lucky my blother Ezra text mi
den i go dragon find him
cool! drink drank but nv drunk=.=!
LOL..haha!!!
omg!!!! GTR is realli AWESOME!!!
i dreamed to sit tt once in my life
and i just did it!!!
omfg!!!...lolz
ya tt was realli cooool~~~~
thank u blother!!!!^^v
we went for breakfast
and chat alot
wow..realli feels like blother and sista sio
hehex...so glad to have this blother^^
...
ehhhz..it's morning alr..
time for sleep=.=Zzz

2010

new yr eve went marina see fireworks
with my little"gf"&"bf"..lolz..sounds funny but,ya=.=
wow..it was sooo nice...
den slack around there wait for jon come
since tired..and everywhere also pack
decided go amk mac...lolz
play poker=.=
i was so shag..shag til realli buay tahan
lolz..old alr=.=Zzz
...
reach home couldnt asleep eventhough i'm so tired
was thinking about sth ...
i realli dunno wat i wan
ya, becoz of rush decision again..
i hurt 2 persons who treats mi well at e same time
i'm sry...i'm realli nt ready for anything now
my mind is blank
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maybe i bluffed myself tt i could forget him no matter wat
but i was sooo wronggg..
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2010 le..
it's e time to make up my mind le i noe..
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but why is it so hard...
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那种在心里每时每刻会存在de人
在心里那最深最深de一个地方
那种独一无二，不可取代de感觉
在我心里，只要知道他是开心de
不管有没有和他在一起
我都回默默de守着他
直到有一天
他开始了另外一个 刻骨铭心de恋情
然后....我就会默默离开