你知道（change from ’知道‘）

他让我憔悴许多
他让我不知所措
他的一举一动我不停的对你说
你微笑倾听我说
你却越听越心痛
怎么我说的不是你
他比你多了什么
让我愿意耐心等候
你想知道他让我痴心是什么
你想知道他让我疯狂为什么
你知道做的和他非常不同
但是你 却不在我的心中 逗留
你想知道他哪里比你好很多
在我心中他和你有什么不同
我知道你比他付出的还多
可是你 总换不了我的 心动
他让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
他一举一动我的心被牵着走
他不经意的走过
我就把你给冷落
嫉妒把你给吞没
他比你多了什么
让我愿意耐心等候
你想知道他让我痴心是什么
你想知道他让我疯狂为什么
你知道做的和他非常不同
但是你 却不在我的心中 逗留
你想知道他哪里比你好很多
在我心中他和你有什么不同
我知道你比他付出的还多
可是你 总换不了我的 心动
你知道了他哪里比你好更多
在我心中你永远不可能会让我心动
我知道你比他付出的还多
可是你在我心中没有他多

omg u call that "love"?!

after so many things happened
wat else u wan from mi?!!!
wtf i stil can do?!!
keep telling mi u can't live without mi
omg pls u are adult nt a kid
keep saying u realli love mi
omg so u think u make a person gone mad,
gone crazy, dead drunk, fking stress and pissed
u call that love?!!!
i think u dun even noe wat's e meaning or love&hate kid
come on la..
when can u wake up ur idea sia
so if u think this is call "love"
den i rather u "hate" mi better
to give mi peace=.=!
telling u true 道理 u dun wan listen
stil stubborn thinks that wat u been doing is right
den wat u wan mi to do sia!!!!
hundred of ways i used
thousand of excuse u gave
freak~~~u fking win ok,.
u win the biggest nightmare of my life..

this could be the 101th time i'm telling u
love can't be force
if u love mi pls stop irritates my life!
get away from mi!

women&men

saw this in a drama show
kinda funny..lolz
here it it:
there are many different kinds of condition
but there's definitely no perfect women
generally,
pretty but can't cook
can cook but can't gentle
is gentle but doesnt have an opinion
has an opinion but isn't feminine
those who are feminine will spend money recklessly
those who dun spend, dun noe how to dress up
can dress up but can't trust
can trust u absolutely can't look at
conversely
men are same
those who are talented, are ugly
those that are hot, dun noe how to earn money
if they're rich, they dun care about family
those who care about family are useless
those who are not useless are not romantic
those who romantic, u can't depend on
those who are dependable must be a good-for-nothing
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if u dun make an effort,
even if u have money,
u will be a stupid person kn used in e end,.
no matter how handsome u are,
if u dun use ur sincerity
u can onli be a 'ornamental vase'
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about fans:
the person who wait for u at the airport is a fan
the person who hides under ur blk is a psycho
some one who wants to kiss u is a fan
the person who wants to lick u is obsessed,.
u cannot ignore those crazy & obsessed ones
in case they may turn love into hate,and even commit suicide
but also can't use conventional reasoning
if they think that u're in love with them
and expect u to marry them, den u're doomed

seriously gone mad

hey fker!
u win liao k
made mi crying just becos can't simply fking sleep properly
since u this fker keep fan-ing mi
wan find mi talk,
u dun wan sleep ppl wan sleep one ok!
u understand human language?
wan talk talk to ur own cock la fker
u didnt get my attention for hurting or killing urself
why not u just die instead!!!!
give mi peace can?!
if u got no life i got mine
stop trying to step into my life
get away from mi!!
can't u just leave mi alone?!
ur behavior realli damn childish and nonsense
stop pushing mi to e limit can?!!!

[gosh, why got such human on earth]

goodness sick

pls la
wake up ur idea la
21 alr not 12 u noe
why stil so childish!
"why u dun even care when i cut myself"
omfg..stil gt face to ask why dun die instead
the more u do the more irritate i get
stop it la attention seeker..yeeer
stil wan my care?
please, human got 耐心 one ok
if u stil keep on doing these
u think i will care till tml?a year?a life?
SIAO!
i'm telling u i dun fking wan bother u at all
can u just freaking leave mi alone!?!
u say wan be my shadow
but i DUN need this fking shadow with mi!
留你在身边对我来讲只有坏处没好处
to mi u are onli a 傀儡
i'm not doing cherity
currently to u i might be e world
but to mi u are a wall
ROAR!
get lost!
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[i thank u if u realli love mi
pls leave mi and let mi go]
becos i can't love u AT ALL

fking piss off

!@#$%
some ppl just making mi damn sick
tell u 100 over times i wun like u
stil doing childish and brainless things
seriously from the moment i "wake up"
i dun believe in anything u said AT ALL
everything u do just making mi 反胃
pls la, sometimes things which u do
alr over much or even fake
i nv say nt means i nv realize or dunno
sometimes it's just way too obvious la
..
watever u do i also wun change heart one
ya u noe my weak point
but it might work 1 time but not everytime
i didnt wanted to hurt u it's becos of guiltiness
cos i didnt wan e 悲剧 repeating again
but that does not means i will like or love u
so please stop making mi hate u!
love can't be forced!
i DUN love u and starting to DISLIKE u alr!
so pls stop it K!
YA! in my eyes&heart there's ONLY him!!!
nt any1 else! and u noe it freaking well!!
so stop making things turns ugly!
...
"a fren is better than nth"
i hope u keep ur words
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[ROAR!~]

ORD LO

last exam
last day of school=]
say byebye to ite^^

wells..my life now is all about
.."waiting"..-_-!
waiting for poly result
waiting for jurong shipyard contract
waiting for...nth=D
LOL!
ya back to slacker life
i'm free but my brain is nt free
lolz can't stop thinking about things
gonna explode anytime=.=
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[stuck in no where,i'm no body]

feeless

before i wake up
recieve ah chew's call
"finaly yr project tml last day,
pls hand in to mi by tml"
well well well...okieeeee
watever..
den wanted get up for artiste training alr
wtf?-.-! something wrong with my leg
and my hand, can't even hold my hp properly
gosh!!!! wat da hell!!!!!!!!
1st day of training lehx..T_T
and i can't be there
die larrrrrrrr
den i msg ting
ting ask mi call laoshi
den i call..my voice sound so "funny"
wells...expected...-5 marks=,(
okie..well done angela
havent even starts -5 marks alr..gg la
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after all
dunno why
suddenly feel so !@#$%^& ya very luan
my heart 七上八下
even had e thoughtx of giving up?
wat?! wat's wrong with mi
ya realli sth wrong
hikari and music is my dream
wake up ur idea mila><
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[u are e one whom kept mi going,
i can't go on without u,
time pls fly pls><..i need u]
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*I.M.M*

是我活该

just home from the "talk" with him
....
i feel so heartless
i noe i hurt u badly
it's also hard to be so cold blood
the way u beg mi..u even ****down in front of mi
pulling mi back and dun let mi go till i fell down
grab my hand till numb
all those **** things u did i dun even wanna bother at all
is becos i dun worth u to do all those
..
we really have to stop ALL..full stop
i really can't be with someone i can't love
while my heart belongs to another
it's unfair
i noe u dun mind but i carex
..
sry i really can't
u ask mi dun leave u
but i just can't stay
but i will not leave u..as a close one=fren
whether u can take it or nt
it's up to u to decide now
我闯出来的祸，我会承担的
i deserved this shit




[[i'm a heart breaker]]

stop

i really have to stop this shit i had been doing
it's just like a day dream
i felt like sudden awake from the "nightmare"
wat e hell was i doing?
wat was i thinking... i dun even noe who i was
i was lost.. didnt noe wat to do
and just carried on e mistake
deeper and deeper
and now i realize i'm so wrong
ya i have to face it now
the fact is i can't do it anymore
everything has to come to e end
so let's stop


-[[frozen]]-