final decision

i'm tired of trying
sick of loving
...
i'm totally strengthles
..
so i decided to stop
and look at e person who love mi e most
there's no one like u
willing to do watever things for mi
loving mi with all ur <3
..
no one's perfect
no love's 4eva
but yet i found someone who love mi e most
being loved is much better than loving someone
yup...
i'm very 幸福 now=]
and we're praying to have a family soon=]


dar: tks for ur love,
ilu2~

tuesday(bored)

it's nt tt we can't,
it's see whether u wan or nt,.
no one can control ur emotion,
it's onli depends on urself~

true frenx are-
whenever u need help they'll try their best 2help u even they can't,..
normal frenx are-
go out tgt, have fun tgt whenever they/u feelx bored,
no trouble no betray no nth,..
fake frenx are-
making use of u, trying to betray u, doing things behind u....

wells, i dun expect there's much true frenx
cos there's nt much left in this world,
so normal frenx?who are they?~


I always dun share my feelings/xin shi out
not because i dun trust anyone,
is becos sometimes i ask myself,
wat if i say out,
to bluff myself feel better?
problem'll solve??thingy'll change???
tt's e reason why i always keep it to myself,
nt tt i dun wish to tell,
is there's no need to=]

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[[didnt want to *miss* u, but yet i *missed* u]]

thurs

i noe wat i doing
i noe wat i wan
so i wun care how ppl thinks is their problem
and i can tell who's realli caring and who's kpo-ing
i always nv say not means i dunno
yes i did keep sth to myself somehow
but there's always a reason behind
becos.....
wat u see tt is it,
dun ever make it complicated
yet it's actualli very simple "mu di"=]
maybe no one will noe my heart
maybe someone would have guessed wat i doing
just let it be
silent speaks gold=]
everything happens for reason, simple is tt=]
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[[=happy就好=]]