ex=/=no more frenx

wells, funny that 2 of my ex talk to mi today
complaining about their gf or life or wat so ever
they were saying, it's realli good to have mi as a good fren
cos i could gave alot of suggestions.
wells, actualli i'm just being straight,got wat say wat,
and sometimes i scold or saying things tt not nice to hear
but after some times,they will come back and thank mi=D
wells.,
it's realli good to be frenx=]
why can't just let those "ex" become good fren
no fate being tgt, no point to become enemy also right=]
we can realise e mistakes and learn e lesson
..
i'm glad tt u guys realise i'm realli good
HAHA! feeling so shameless nw=pPp

since e day i met u,
wat u good at is to make mi mad,fed up,upset,disappointing
.
if u reali loved mi,
u should led mi go at that point of time, but u didnt
.
u wan mi, but u dun need mi,
touch ur heart..i'm just an object
.
u loved mi, but i loved someone else,
u just didnt wish tt someday, i belong to him
u just wan mi to be urs
no matter how hard u try,
no matter how hurt i got,
no matter how upset i was
all u wan, was just mi..
u didnt mind my heart belongs to him,
as long as u have mi by ur side,
no matter i'm unhappy or happy or not..
as ur wish..i'm with u..tt's all
.
"tt's nt love silly"-"亲爱的,那并不是爱情~"
yea, i wanted him so badly too,
until e day i gave up..
den i noe i started to realli love him..
so at e past times, wasnt love at all
.
u also could tell,, tt in e future,
our story might be an opp way...
cos i starting to fall for u,
and i put in my heart,
but u alr have mi by ur side,
so u wun care anything anymore becos i'm alr urs
.
.
放弃并不代表不喜欢,喜欢并不代表要拥有...
其实,也只是害怕失去~
.
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u led mi believed wat love is
when love is actualli just a lie
it's nt ur fault my dear
it's becos..
"love" is just sth tt to make u feel like heaven
and den throw u heavily on e floor..
the deeper ur love is, the deeper u'll fall
"FALL in Love" ~

以前一直藏在心里的话？

仔细看看你自己的心
如果你放弃不了他的话
那就紧紧抓住他
如果他不爱你的话
那就干脆一点放手
不要再想他了
只是个二选一的选择
有很难吗？

真的要将一个人从心里完全删除
那只有完全不喜欢才做的到
一旦喜欢上一个人
不管是选择放弃 或是坚持
那都是由不得自己的
二选一好像很容易
但其实根本就没那么简单
一个人的心是很复杂的
我的心复杂到有好几百种
有的叫我期待
有的叫我割舍
有的叫我放弃
有的又叫我勇敢
你叫我仔细看看自己的心
但是我连我哪颗心是对的 都不知道
你了解这种感觉吗

under your wings

“爱无限”插曲，album not released yet
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0aQmRFmL9wY

partly of e lyrics from e drama:
...
(missing)
...
for who i was no matter what
the smile he gave me
we would never be apart
under your wings i am forever
under your open skies i soar
because your love for me was everything
i needed to be strong
i'm always home
under your wings
under your wings i am forever
under your open skies i soar
because your love for me is everything
i need now to be strong
i'm always home
i'm always home
i'm always home~

we belongs to one anothers=]

idiot:
"i'll still ended up with u de la dun worry"
after this time u came over,
i felt u're important to mi..
just like few weeks back when i was day dreaming
about who to save 1st if it's e end time,
also meaning who i would like to be with for e eternal life
i chose u mahx=] cos onli u can treats mi like this true
love mi like this crazy, i'll be very super uber 幸福=]
being loved by u is e happiest thing of my life
we gt quarrel, we gt argue, we gt alot issues to solve
but we're just 命中注定~
.
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and after all i agree to marry u and confirmed e date
becos i realize myself have alr fallen for u
.
i promised u i wun leave u unless e person was him
i promised i wun marry u until e day he's no longer in my heart
,
he was just an imagination, i had woke up from tt "dream"
i realise i was so wrong alr.
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i love u dadar
2011-1-19 will be e date, i totally belongx to u=]
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i dun wan to "miss" u anymore
cos i dun wish to lose u
i gonna be mine! forever~