Where's my love~

I miss e time when I ask u to go west, u dun dare to go east.,
I miss e time when I ask u to sit, u dun dare to stand.,
I miss that pair of lovely eyes, which I can't see anymore
I miss e time when I'm being e "bf" u were e "gf"
...., things just change after all.,
Where's my 100% stoopid idiot.,?
Where's ., my love....~



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Even if u were like my "dog" in ppl's eyes,
But being ur wife's dog is becos u fully love/respect her and being a real man
.,
But being a dog of e other one's only making urself lose ur zun yan
And makes mi feel upset...

Cries from women

A man will nv understands a woman when she's pregnant and how she feels
He'll only thinks that she's being too much, selfish or unreasonable.,
When she also could not control her emotions as before
Is this what women deserved?
So many cases I had seen
And now, I know y .,
Y a man would change their mind and attitude towards their wife or even having mistress outside
And y a woman would chose to leave in e end.,
It's not about sex or love no more
It's about understanding ....
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This is a woman's life when they chose marraige and kids?
Tell mi I'm wrong... Prove mi .,
When I noe it's destiny~

Love game

Life is just a game,
It's to see whether how u plays e part
...
U always say if intro mi one game I sure wins u in e end
That's becos when I started interest in e game,
I'm playing my part.
Can tell tt everytime u starts a new game and ended it so fast
Becos u sian Le,
Or can even do hack to make urself feels good,
After all throws it away..
Wells, that's just e small example of how u treat "love" this word
...
Yet, wishx just e carex more from u become so hard
Y can't u ti liang and understand e mind of a preg woman's heart
And that person is just mi...
...
I dun hate u,
I hate I love u,
Cos loving u can only cos trouble,
Or even less and lesser cares from u
...
Sigh,.~
it's all my fault,
My fault to accept ur previous love,
My fault to love u back,
My fault to ... Even carrying ur child
...
So even if one day I die,
I dun die for u,
I die for myself!~

Y am I with u

The reason y I chose to be with u
Is simply becos u could love mi with all u can
No one else can do as e same way as u
But after all, u had changed.
Yes, ppl might change as they grow up,
But if being mature is just by loving less or lesser
So being in love is immature?
Den I would rather stay immature with u for e rest of my life
..,
And so, I can't find e fully love from u anymore as before
.,
The reason y I fell in love with u is just simply becos
U can love mi truly and silly,
Now, i can't find e reason to carry on my love for u
,.
U're no longer my "idiot"
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I'll only love e stoopid idiot of mine,
So there isn't any now,
Where's my love,
It's gone, and it's gonna gone forever~

It's all about my mind

Who doesn't wants their husband to be rich?
I do .
I no need him to be rich,
Cos when u're rich,
Meaning u have to put alot alot times and stress on it
And so, where's e love and cares for e family?
Thus, if let mi choose from rich and time for e love ones,
What would I choose ? :)
And of cos, I also dun wish to see him slacking at home, doing nth
And of cos, no one wants their husband to be useless or poor
So by wanting a normal stable pay and job from him is it so hard?
Not say I'm not working or I gonna Xiang Shou my TaiTai life ,
I'm working at e same time supporting this little family with u,
Isn't it very hard? :)
U have stress and pressure , so do I? :)
.....
Had e parents meeting e night before,
So what they were saying was all about our childish or immature thinking
So if by thinking mature is by losing e "love" in between one another,
So I would like to stay e way they thinks that immature thinking
Which is only "my thinking"
Yes, I'm stubborn,just as e way I born,
I just wan to maintain my "love" and not by doing sth fishy to lose it all
So are they showing e good examples??
One side's talking about a divorce after yrs of "can't stand each others"
And got their own so called "gf/bf"
Oh come on, so u think by doing all these or being a fake "happy family" in front of ur child she'll feel happy?
The other side leh? No need to talk about it no more.
So, this is to be mature and change broken hearts or broken family in e future?
Wells, I believe we're nt e only ones whom have family problems
The ppl around us? All over e world? ...
I had seen too much. ..
So why would I be another one of this.,
Yes life is CanKu and XianShi de,
If being XianShi can only buy back money, houses, car, or anything u wan to buy
But can it buy back love???
Love's gone means gone, it wun come back and find u
So why don't we treasure and try to keep it with us in e 1st place?
Not by doing all "shitx" to lose it all???
....
If I wan I rich future or "rich family" ,
I won't chose to be with u in e 1st place:)
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Just imagine in e future everynight I'm waiting with our kids
Just for ur return for a dinner with us,
It would become so hard, cos u wun have the time
Busying with ur job or blablabla...
In this case, y didn't I being single?
Or even being with some rich man and shaking my leg at hm doing spa.,

So last words about my mind-
I will not choose to be rich,
If being rich's gonna lose
Ur time & cares for e family
And so our love..