Sat

just back from big uncle house...
was there these few days
ytd went meet aunty they all eat..
den back house
fishing!!!
woooot...catched alot big ones at night..
hahaha..
fun man..super shuang
[photo will be upload nt so fast..
due to some internet problem-.-!]

..
tml going "Hang Zhou" play le
hehehex..should take alot photox too

wednesday

today wake up earli
go relative house near by de 1st
den go visit my father fren de son in hospital
den go grandparents(mama side) house le
....
den stil earli ,.
went shopping with dad
spent around 700 =.=
den back home ...cousin back also le
den start dinner
lot food sia=.=!!!!
damn full...lolz
..
den go out with cousin ..
wa lao..e clothes here damn exp sia
all around 300-500
wth..poor le la=.=...cannot buy le la=.=
den bought one clothes at one smaller shop..68
....and one earing..30-.-
den back home le
...

tuesday[shanghai]

reach shanghai this morning..
go eat xiao long bao all those food i missed
hahaz...
den come back rest awhile take out things..
sleep le...till 3plus in e afternoon
gradma say wan go exchange e gold thing..
coz she bought for us..
den go golden centre see see..
change liao go walk walk
den daddy come fetch us home le
den come back ate one chicken damn nice lo
yummmyyyyyyy....wooot
den after tt is shanghai crab..woow
hehex..shuangggg Xp
...
after dinner go Metro shop $500 things=.=!!!
called deardear but conection not so good..
so decide talk online lo..
but back home my labtop sobsob..
when ok le..he not there le=/
guess sleeping bahx
oh wells..
kinda miss him..
miss him alot...
=]

sunday

meet ah xia and his gf go expo see carshow with dear

...wa lao-.-e ppl there onli see gal take picture

dun realli see car de sia..lolz!!!

....
den ah xia they all go dinner

den we go back 1st...

play game=.=!

den meet birdpark prawn fishing Xp

hehex..dear gt a big one 1st

den i gt a small one-.-!
but soon gt a bigger one..haha

den today catched quite lot

den ah xia bring hm...

...

den dear send mi back home le

at blk downstairs smk 1st..

kinda "bu she de" =/

hmmm..eventhough is less than 3 weeks time

but i gonna miss him so much=]

.
den kiss goodbye..

[[MISSX]]

thursday

soooo tired-.-
last night..oh no morning den sleep-.-!
last night:
meet korkor and dasao eat
den go bird park there prawn fishing
haha..not so long i got a big one..hehex
den eugene gf at there play e prawn-.=
den laogong came but nv got any,,HAHA
den he dun wan liao..so i go another side
can see one sia-.-!
very fast got one big again..BUT!!!
it jump to another side..and gone..T_T
ahhh,,heart pain sia...so big lo><
lolz...
den become catch prawn with hand=.=
everyone see got prawn come up den catch
HAHA...dotx!
den ppl give us quite alot extra prawn..
den start fire..while mi and dasao stil prawning
haha,,when they cooked half way we catched another 3^^
hehex..yummiii...eat eat
den hubbie took alot wasabi-.-!!!!
scary sia..-.-
..
den send korkor and dasao home
we home also around 3am le
den hubbie stil wan watch show-.-!!!
so end up about 5 den sleep lo
Zzzz-.-

..
hhaahaz..waiting for him back from work now=]

Monday

yawn...
wake up so late=p
at hubbie place now..
hmmm
last night:
went to work with huihui
super tired man
lolz..but ok la just tt foot painpain=/
haha! $36 pay..yay^^
long time no work banquet liao=.=!
den hubbie came fetch mi from work
since they all at bq drink=.=!!!
den go there awhile...
go buy "ao wa qian"..weeee...my favour Xp
den back home..so tired.
he watch show den i asleep =pPp
..
.
morning xiaohua dunno why keep stick to mi=.=!
den sayang her stil miao miao miao~-.-!
den give her food eat abit den i go back room stil follow
lolz..she long time nv like this liao leh=.=!
[since became fat=.-]
den damao keep miaoing also=.=!..die la
wat they wan sia-.-!...
lolz...den i saw damao miaoing at e door
i noe le la-.-wan go out gaigai..lolz..[no way man]
haha..den dun care her she go sleep le=.=!
but xiaohua stil beside mi=]
so cute XpPp

Sunday

ytd hubbie went to e eyes thing
den i stay at his house
den acc mummy go buy kfc..lolz
den go down fetch euu
seems so xin ku><
ayoyo..
den bring euu up .. took care of ya =p
maybe too xinku le,.euu kinda small attitude mi
but it's ok bahx
den when euu wake up say can see clear abit liao
wa lao..den became naughty again-.-!
but stil kinda blurblur la..
den euu said alot tyty to mi
hehex...sha gua laogong..no need tks de nahx=p
hmmmm
den wanted go out de..but i sugessed not to
anyway euu also asleep le-.-!
...
..
going to work from ur place..
haha.but waiting for ya back from check up^^

thursday

yay!^^finally finish exam le
ayoo QE paper kinda diff leh=/
hmmm but think can just pass bahx
hope so=p
..
after school wen play pool with charyln and her frenx
haha..long time no play but skil stil nv drop so far=X
lolz..heng ah-,-!
..
den go home change
go out have fun le^^
[met Sky,said hi to him and he hi back with a smile,
but end up stil dao mi=/.haiix..lolz!]
..
hehex
wohoo..stress releasing XD,,
muhahahaha
...-.-
but so happy for wat=.=!
o lvl coming soon-__-||
die la..havent study at all=/
..
.

now at hubbie place
he go out pei andy awhile
since he quarrel with gf
hmmmm so bored=/
waiting for him back
[LOLz!before he go,he wear army shirt just for mi2see!=.+
ok la..kinda man la=X]
hahaz


holiday
holiday !
holiday!!
lolz!
also sian-.-!

tuesday

wanted study at ah hui house at 1pm
but end up slept till 2pm-.-!
[last night watch drama till 4am=X]
den ah yuan also just wake up
so go prepare den go meet ah yuan go her house le
den dabao[gosh i bought alot food-.-!like hungry ghost=.=lolz]
den eat liao smk liao
study!!!~~~
woooot..-.-..same case..study awhile onli
buay tahan liao ...
den wait ah yuan finish ..
decided go Semore mum place eat japanese food
omg e beaf was super nice..she cook till got fire..wooot..yummiii
hehex...den soooo fulllll againnnnn=.=!
ahhhhhh><..fat le nah=/
hahaz..den go back take train den bus..
pei ah yuan go mac since he stil wan carry on study
den wait for laogong come
[at 1st nv meet de-.-but he say meet mi smk also shuang=.=!]
den buy ice-cream liao wanted share with him but he dun wan=/
lolz...den go dam slack since my house carpark no space
hmmmm..smk liao chit chat..awhile onli
he send mi back le=___=
omg..i stil dun realli rmb wat i studied lo=..=
dieee laarrr..dotx!
den decided tml morning meet earli go school study=p
..
yes ah!..tml finish exam liao wor
wohoo~~..den can go funfun ler..yay^^v


[lolz!,.exam haven finish so happy alr-.-!]sob-_=

monday

earli in e morning,
hungry=.=!
lolz..meet minhui and charolyn at mamashop
den eat damn fast
cab to school=.=!!!!C paid
dotx!...den so zun exam just going to start
den my table no question paper=.=!!dotx!
den ask teacher for it den start le
omg!!!!Mira sit beside mi and told mi why got auto cad question de
omg!!!i nv study tt lo!!!didnt noe lo!!!-.-!
but lucky last night do teacher de worksheet rmb some onli
-.-!den wrote down watever i rmb..
3 out of 7 correct i guess=.=!others anyhow write
HAHAZ!=pPp..lolz
den maths question,.freaking easy=.=!
den i finish damn fast lo=.=
was checking..saw minhui pass up paper liao!LOL
den i faster check..
half way Chew came to mi and tell mi one of e autocad answer?!
o.O..haha!!! heng sia=p..den change liao check again
pass up liao
LOLz..almost ppl all go before one hour of e exam time-.-!!
and den saw kinhoe talk to one guy[signed hp line de]
den he like so action and diao him sia
wth?ppl helped euu sign yet euu so attitude for wat????
ppl were all peceh there ..den talk this and tt
den decided go my house downstairs study ..
den eat eat eat=.=..lolz!..dun realli studied!haha..standerd de leh=X
after some times minhui bf panda came Xp.
study awhile ..since beside ppl too noisy
den end up play cards!wahahaha
-.-!
wanted go for movie..but all tired den ok go cafe eat lo
soooo full =__-#
den went back home le


so tired..but stil online..hohohohor=p
lolz..waiting for laogong [went4dinner]
but about half way to lala land liao=.=!Zzz

sistaship?became shit?haiiiz

just recieved her call
i tot wat happen to her again
coz few days back got called mi my hp spoiled or nv hear
..
den guess wat again
return money....!
it's not i dun wan return lo
i got return euu quite a number le leh
somemore is i save till can die those type
den now euu ask mi again..
if i got i sure give euu de mah
[somemore think back those money is not i supposed to spent!
if not euu i also wun spend all these on those nonsense things]
ok wat is over den nvm
wat now is
i facing so much problem
even i tell u le euu like damn heck care lar
ask mi better friday give euu?
i give euu my life wan????!
intro euu job nv even say tks nvm!
those pay is paper or money??
other ppl owe u so much u dun even ask for it lo!
stil say wat our sistaship nv gone
shit it! rubbish!
even euu got problem euu shared to mi tt time
[when i alr lost trust on euu]
i stil was so much worried for euu
stressed up to find e solution for ur problem
nb,,i jia ba liao ah.
i got problem where are euu?
ang mo kio also dun have u ah
i'm not blaming euu now at all
i'm blaming myself.
wat e fcuk it this sistaship,go eat shit even better
.

alright
euu go with whoever euu wan to be with
if euu think they treat euu as a fren..even a human
i wun care at all since NOW!
take care! my beloved SISTA~!

10 chinese meaningful sentense

沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底

保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步

我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步

為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人

為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友

為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie

真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題

而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

sunday

just back from Hubbie place..
yawnnn..so tired=.=!..
tml exam le wor..lucky is maths=.=!
coz i havent study much!HAHA~

these few days always feel tt i got lotlotlot things to do?
lolz..actualli wat ah?let mi planplan
hmmm
midyear exam,.[this week]
hp line thingy,.[coming sunday]
going back shanghai for holiday,.[22th sept]
study for o lvl,.[holiday]
audition for talent,.[17th oct]
pool competition,.[24th oct-31th oct]
o lvl retake,.[16th oct-11th nov]
birthday!^^v lolz,.[26th nov]


errr-.-..ok la not tt much as i tot..LOLz
....
...


ayoyoo..
our poor turtle stil havent eat anything lehx =[
den another one become so fatfat much bigger than her liao
how sia X(
ayoooo,.i alr separate them liao as korkor told mi de
but she havent eat leh=/
hmmmp



[nvm i go study le-.-!]

friday

finaly went school today
morning meet minhui and semore at my blk mamashop
talked about kinhoe thingy
den late le go school
met tt stupid woman teacher
den rubbish again
push our time till cannot go auditorium
wth..den saw Mr Ray,den complain to him
lolz
den met Ah Chew,he pass mi one worksheet
den talk awhile,.he go busy his thing liao
[lolz,ah chew--e cutest teacher so far]
den go photocopy classmate's notex
wanted study in school awhile
but kor came school find mi le
den got to pei him go town area buy things
before go off,.signed for e dunno wat talent audition-.-!
lolz
..
den went house change
go north point eat longjohn[i nv eat=p]
den cab to town-.,-!
he wanted put sth but end up talk till forget
lolz!..den walk to far east
he bought bag
den dunno buy wat for dasao
den saw some ring quite nice
bought one for hubbie also^^
den kor suddenly rmb dasao wants a cherry hair clip
den cab to bugis=.=!
nv find e thing=.=!but end up i bought two shirts=p
den dasao msg say at vivo=__+!
den cab to vivo..lolzz!
cannot find again=.=!
hungry,.so decided go eat
before found e foodcourt.,found one pet shop
haha!so went in .
omg e little puppy there soooo cute lo Xp
how i wish to bring one home =p
den eat liao smk..he tired=.=!
wanna cab home
LOLZ!
den ok lo
i also can go hubbie house straight ler
..
den one e way talked quite much with kor
about his oversea training life all tt
and he's going back malaysia for one week
den after he come back ,
got to have more fun before he leave sg^^
..
..
reach hubbie house
he open door with e stupid face=.=!
den watch ghost movie
i was scared by e stupid show,
but euu was half sleep,stil ask mi wat happen2e show
walao i was like sian diao la
den euu say wat i show euu attitude again
den scold scold..
i couldnt stand it le
went toilet cry
i dunno why,i very long nv cry for a person so much le
i also dunno why i'll cry becoz of euu everytime
...
after some times euu came knock door
den hug mi
den ok le ..but xin stil suansuan de~~..
....
laogong
euu say i everytime anyhow show anger
but i show attitude or angry is got reason de lor
i noe both of our temper not tt good
but i tried very hard to control everytime le
if stil like this i realli dunno wat to do ler
i just hope tt euu can understand
..
[[lovex]]

i bite de,(sry)=p

Thursday

early in e morning,
stil feel kinda numb body and not so comfortable
decided not to go school rest one more day.
....
den when i sleep half way teacher call here and there=.=!
fan fan fan..lolz
...
after i wake up,
study half way
Minhui called..said sth happen
abt the hp line thing..
den i call kinhoe..he say call mi back half an hour..
den got to meet deardear..
i dun realli dare to let him noe abt this at 1st
coz i was scared tt we'll argue about it again
i dun wan it to happen..
but wat to do..i have to let him noe anyway..
when met him..just like wat i tot..
he started to angry and stress up himself
i see liao also dun feelx good
i didnt noe wat to do..my mind was blank..
until reach his house..
i call Minhui,while her bf settling with kinhoe
they put loud speaker...
wanted to go in talk tgt..but euu say wait him call back
so ok lo...i msg him to call to ur hp..
euu say euu no mood answer..
so i answer lo..[was about to cry]
this after all this and that..
i dunno this is call settle alr or not
euu said sth made mi feel so lost..
wat can i do???
i onli noe no matter wat,i just dun wish any bad thing happen to u
it's money problem i noe..even it's hard to settle..
no matter how hard i swear i must settle for euu
although u say euu settle it urself..but..ii......
feeling so useless..
made euu till this situation
it's my fault
i just dun wan to see euu so upset and stress up
i realli dun feel good dear
let's give him one more last chance okie.
realli sry abt it=/
...
.
euu use ur finger push my stupid head and ask mi hughug
i hug euu while crying..
den euu an wei wo..ask mi silly dun cry le
i cried more hard..and told u how i feel
everything became kinda alright le?
den we watch show while holding tightly
i "teach" u one way of holding hands
tt means of i'm urs..or u are mine..
euu finaly smiled=]
all on my mind was:
Dear u are my everything now,
dun ever leave mi alone!
love ya~

AWAKE..我,醒了~

after the case in the dark cold night
...
i wake up le
realli totalli awake le
..
here i have to thank the two person
my Dear love, and my gan korkor
tks that when i needx help,.uu was there4mi,simply cared4mi

Dear LaoGong:
i love u ..i'm lucky tt i gt u...i'm sorry if e past i made u upset or angry,but i wun let this happen again..i'm very clear tt i wan treasure this now and 4eva. love ya..always..[i wanna hold u tight,dun wanna let go]

dear korkor:
tks=] i realli can feel ur carex, i just hope this will stays even if u go oversea.i'll miss u..i'll be ur guai meimei for life;)..[all e best2u and DaSao^^]

thank God tt i met u two..eventhough e love from u guys are totally different,but i just hope that this will last forever tt's all=]



huihui:
i hope tt euu can think well too,u are stil young.u have to protect urself somehow too.,.for the person if they dunno how to cherish u,.just leave them and dun care le k..dun stress up urself with so much..u dun have to deserve it...and not everyone can be frenx..some ppl are just making use of ur "frenship"..just leave them alone.far away from u..ur life stil goes on=]