Thursday

early in e morning,
stil feel kinda numb body and not so comfortable
decided not to go school rest one more day.
....
den when i sleep half way teacher call here and there=.=!
fan fan fan..lolz
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after i wake up,
study half way
Minhui called..said sth happen
abt the hp line thing..
den i call kinhoe..he say call mi back half an hour..
den got to meet deardear..
i dun realli dare to let him noe abt this at 1st
coz i was scared tt we'll argue about it again
i dun wan it to happen..
but wat to do..i have to let him noe anyway..
when met him..just like wat i tot..
he started to angry and stress up himself
i see liao also dun feelx good
i didnt noe wat to do..my mind was blank..
until reach his house..
i call Minhui,while her bf settling with kinhoe
they put loud speaker...
wanted to go in talk tgt..but euu say wait him call back
so ok lo...i msg him to call to ur hp..
euu say euu no mood answer..
so i answer lo..[was about to cry]
this after all this and that..
i dunno this is call settle alr or not
euu said sth made mi feel so lost..
wat can i do???
i onli noe no matter wat,i just dun wish any bad thing happen to u
it's money problem i noe..even it's hard to settle..
no matter how hard i swear i must settle for euu
although u say euu settle it urself..but..ii......
feeling so useless..
made euu till this situation
it's my fault
i just dun wan to see euu so upset and stress up
i realli dun feel good dear
let's give him one more last chance okie.
realli sry abt it=/
...
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euu use ur finger push my stupid head and ask mi hughug
i hug euu while crying..
den euu an wei wo..ask mi silly dun cry le
i cried more hard..and told u how i feel
everything became kinda alright le?
den we watch show while holding tightly
i "teach" u one way of holding hands
tt means of i'm urs..or u are mine..
euu finaly smiled=]
all on my mind was:
Dear u are my everything now,
dun ever leave mi alone!
love ya~