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25.3.09

trying very hard to be stronger,.yet so hard



next month going one yr le..
as wat he said..
yea one yr..not one month
it's realli hard to put down...
eventhough i nv put in so much effort n love in this r/s
but ...
maybe it's becoz of time..
i can't bare to leave everytime
but i have to..
i realli can't see e future between us
and since long ago we got problem and just nv solve
or cannot slove..
it's simply becoz of our attitude and temper
give in and take..correct..but everytime like this?
forever like this??
u see ur temper..if in e future u treat a marriage like this hw?
i can't stand it...
sometime, "we must stand even it's hard to stand"
but i just can't keep going like this....
i tot i could be stronge to end this somehow
but i'm crying like hell now..
i hope this cried over i will be fine..
i hope ..i hope so..

e most afraid thingy had happen..
and it have to be done...

ya..
[it's over]

23.3.09

random

went prawning with frenx=.=
too many many prawnie liao..lolz
so separate two days cook=]

2nd day:

prawn with vegi..super NICE!~lolz..
i 1st time cook till so standerd liao..LOL

1st day:

it's onli cook with butter and sualt=] simple and nice
my mummy loves it=.=!

18.3.09

holiday

holiday..so BORED!
and SICK!=[,.
damn everytime holiday sick one-___-!
sian sian sianx!!!!
my throat so pain pain
nose so block block
head so blur blur=.=!
gosh..friday lesson die=.=!
sure kn !#$%^&* by teacher><
but i stil quite hard working before i sick lehx=.=
so cannot blame mi
lolz..
tml maybe going out with mum
up grade hp plan...
omg! 1st time use a hp till 2 yrs long^^v
hahaz...
*NOTE:maybe changing number=]

[[moodless]]

5.3.09

从生日推断你是什么臭脾气

1、帝雉 1/15~2/14出生条理清晰、见解力强、诚实而坚毅型的人。虽然拥有老实又温和的外表,内心却隐藏着像梅花一般的坚强个性 。重视自我实践、有效率地达成目标,你总希望能不断进步以完成更高的理想。你有向上的野心,更会不惜花费时 间、金钱,力求完成。
2、鹰 2/15~3/14出生早熟善感,富有个性与创意,独特的思维模式让你显得神秘与吸引力。文艺方面具有相当的天份,希望在旅游 中找寻人生的真谛与灵魂的意义,流动式的生存方式,也是你向往且擅长的,因此如果硬要把自已绑在一个固定的 范围之内,你可能会感到有挫折感,「留在固定模式的框框」里,会埋没了你的才能!
3、白鸽 3/15~4/14出生心地善良总是把温暖欢乐带给别人,具有从事公益活动的精神。常常不顾自己,尽力完成别人的托付,要小心 被心怀不轨的人利用。不过你却不会因此改变性格,但你却会升华这些教训,变得越来越坚强!
4、蜂鸟 4/15~5/14出生个性主观且执着,却是性情中人!不会沉溺于不切实际的空想当中,专心一志达成目标。能适时展现出勇敢果 断的一面,口才佳,具谋略且反应快的你,有与生俱来的机智和过人的逻辑力,这样的你不论成为领导人物,还是 人气活跃的角色,都会备受注目与拥戴。
5、画眉鸟 5/14~6/14出生天生具有神秘感与灵巧的变化性,但时常容易处于矛盾之中。隐藏着两种极端的个性,温柔与强势、可爱与妒 嫉、浪费与小气,属于纤细敏感体质。在微笑背后,也有想象不到的超现实的另一面。你适合担任辅臣或谋臣,较 能发挥力量。
6、九官鸟 6/15~7/16出生具好奇心,聪明且幽默风趣的人。想法一直在改变,虽然辩才无碍,但常不小心把重要的事说溜了嘴。对于耍 宝、搞气氛方面也很擅长,人际关系手腕圆滑,如果能不把聪明表现得太过火的话,就能成为人气极旺的阳光人物 喔!
7、文鸟 7/17~8/16出生容易觉得寂寞,很容易被感动,也很乐意感动别人。虽然很会照顾人,内心却有天真的一面,像彼得潘,是个 长不大的顽皮小孩,不过,有时却令人意外地会展现出成熟的一面。
8、孔雀 8/17~9/16出生个性鲜明,超喜欢追求流行,永远在找寻自已能引人注目的方式。总是活在想象的世界里。拥有号召人群的能 力,可以让大家都聚精会神听你说话;缺点是容易光说不练,若能培养行动力,就有本事让人都愿意 跟随你。
9、七色鸟 9/17~10/16出生理智型的人,很懂得做事的方法,有时不免对他人的要求也高,如果过于苛求,最后可能会走向孤独,或许是 因为带有悲观的性格,所以,你也会常常因为害怕失去,连可以得到的也将之拒绝的情形发生。
10、乌鸦 10/17~11/16出生不笑的时候,显得冷酷与淡漠,其实内心隐藏热情,具长辈缘,也会得同辈与晚辈的喜爱与拥戴。不过,因为 完美主义的倾向,而考虑太多难以下决定。对于讨厌的人,会毫不保留地加以唾弃,讨厌不公平的事 情发生。
11、金丝雀 11/17~12/14出生性情中人,容易冲动而行。不过正因为这股隐藏在内心的热诚,让你具有使不可能变成为可能的力量。遇到困 难也会超越原本能力。你奉行「一次不忠百次不用」,不会背叛人,也决不原谅背叛的人。[tt's mi=.=]
12、鹦鹉 12/15~1/14出生自由奔放的乐天派,但因为容易固执的结果,反而导致一些机会与你擦身而过。虽然拥有天份与才气,却过于 沉溺在自我傲气中;个性反复无常、兴趣多,也很懂得玩乐,也会有外人意想不到的认真态度!因此要修正一下自 己的毛或优柔寡断的个性。

thursday

long time nv blog alr..
today just went school gym ran 20mins
den did some stretching..wa lao..realli old le la=[
den so tired after all..dun feel like studying
gosh..monday is e exam..and Sat have gt bd party
die la=.=..no time liao..lolz
rain rain rain..
nowadays keep raining and e thunder so tt loud=[
sianx..i became so tt lazy and moody
lolz



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