trying very hard to be stronger,.yet so hard

next month going one yr le..

as wat he said..

yea one yr..not one month

it's realli hard to put down...

eventhough i nv put in so much effort n love in this r/s

but ...

maybe it's becoz of time..

i can't bare to leave everytime

but i have to..

i realli can't see e future between us

and since long ago we got problem and just nv solve

or cannot slove..

it's simply becoz of our attitude and temper

give in and take..correct..but everytime like this?

forever like this??

u see ur temper..if in e future u treat a marriage like this hw?

i can't stand it...

sometime, "we must stand even it's hard to stand"

but i just can't keep going like this....

i tot i could be stronge to end this somehow

but i'm crying like hell now..

i hope this cried over i will be fine..

i hope ..i hope so..

e most afraid thingy had happen..

and it have to be done...

ya..

[it's over]