my mood was down these few daysya..out of sudden...just can't think positive like usualmaybe coz of..e things i seen,.in frenx..in family..in life..e things tt happenx to mi..my fren..my familye things..tt might happen to mi in e future..or wat so everi'm thinking negative alot nowadays..i'm nt e mi i noethis feeling realli sux!...and my mum is hurting mi..she's making mi from dissapointing to hopelessnessand why she's doing all this ..just becoz of wat my dad did last time?and she couldn't forgive him till now??she's a christian and why she's nt showing e example to mido she noe tt all these might effects mi alot???!!teacher Coleman is realli right...parents realli do effects the child alothaiiiiz...i might just close my eye and dun think..dun carebut... :#################################
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way To never let it get that farBecause of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraidI lose my wayAnd it s not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that s weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thingBecause of youI try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it s emptyBecause of youI am afraidBecause of you
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