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27.5.09

Wednesday



Mogen told mi about this piano piece today..
so went home find the scores and play for fun
..lolz..ok la nt bad quite easy..
but since is 1st day play(less than a hour)
so quite alot mistakes=pPp

24.5.09

Sunday (Zoo)











desmond and minhui
and i become e babi=.=
sweet couple..lolz





23.5.09

memories





today ...23th May
is the date which my 1st love had gone
4th yr le...
time passx so fast..
and i stil rmb wat he told mi
just like ytd..
"go find ur love"..i'm doing tt=]
so dun worry ya..
*rest in peace*

just like usual
bring 2 applex to changi seaside
and e stars he gave mi 7 yrs ago for my bd
throw one apple into e sea
and make a wish while holding e other apple
den eat it=p
this yr is 4 stars le..
i dunno how long would i keep doing this
i feel upset when this time comes every yr
and..
[[i miss u]]

15.5.09

Friday

my mood was down these few days
ya..out of sudden...
just can't think positive like usual
maybe coz of..
e things i seen,.in frenx..in family..in life..
e things tt happenx to mi..my fren..my family
e things..tt might happen to mi in e future..or wat so ever
i'm thinking negative alot nowadays..i'm nt e mi i noe
this feeling realli sux!
...
and my mum is hurting mi..
she's making mi from dissapointing to hopelessness
and why she's doing all this ..
just becoz of wat my dad did last time?
and she couldn't forgive him till now??
she's a christian and why she's nt showing e example to mi
do she noe tt all these might effects mi alot???!!
teacher Coleman is realli right...
parents realli do effects the child alot
haiiiiz...
i might just close my eye and dun think..dun care
but... :
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
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7.5.09

how well do u know "MEN"

wells..
took a stoopid test on how well do u noe men
(facebook)
and my result was 100%=.=!!waw

below are my answers=D
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Question 1
How Often do Men think about Sex in a day....

1)Everytime their Girlfriends / wives call them.
2)All the Time!!
3)Once every couple of Hours.
4)Once every few minutes.
5)Everytime their minds start to wander


Question 2
An Ideal date for a Man would be....

1)Dinner for two at her house, followed by a long night of lovemaking.
2)Dinner at his place, a home movie and some intimate time together.
3)Dinner and a live concert / sports game.
4)A quick Dinner and love making through the night.
5)A Romantic Dinner at a restaurant and a walk along the river.


Question 3
The Best present a Man would love from his girl is...

1)His Girl wrapped in a towel.
2)Costly Clothes / Shoes.
3)Classy Accessories.
4)Expensive Electronic Gadgets.
5)A Complete Makeover.


Question 4
According to you, which of the following do Men hate the most...

1)A high maintenance, over indulging Girl.
2)A Nagging, Over Possesive Girl.
3)A Girl who Talks way too much.
4)A Girl who completely depends on her man for everthing.
5)A Girl who is unwilling to try new things in the relationship.


Question 5
How Often do Men Gossip?
1)Everytime they're on their Cellphones.
2)Everytime they meet another male friend.
3)Whenever they meet a friend of the opposite sex.
4)Whenever they feel like... it's difficult to say.
5)When they meet up with friends at a Pub / Party.


Question 6
Most Men are most attached to....
1)Their Mothers.
2)Their Close Friends.
3)Their Girlfriends / Wives.
4)Their Fathers.
5)Their Siblings.


Question 7
According to you, a Man is most tense when...

1)He is about to lose his virginity.
2)He is about to ask out a girl he likes.
3)He is about to propose to the girl of his dreams.
4)He is about to meet her parents.
5)He is about to become a father.


Question 8
The one thing a Man cannot do without is...
1)His Friends.
2)His Cash.
3)His Cellphone.
4)His Girl.
5)His Deodarant.


Question 9
Every Man, most desires...
1)To be the best Husband for his Wife.
2)The Most expensive Wheels money can buy.
3)To be well endowed and be Great in Bed.
4)To be Extremely Rich and Popular.
5)To be a Celebrity and be extremely famous.


Question 10
which of the following must you never talk to your Man about...

1)What he thinks about you.
2)Your Ex-Boyfriend.
3)Your Best Friend's Marital Problems.
4)Your Menstural Cycle.
5)Where your relationship is going.


Question 11
A Man is usually an emotional wreck when...
1)His Near and Dear ones pass away.
2)His Beloved Pet Dies.
3)When he sees a touching /Sad Movie.
4)He loses his Job.
5)His long time Girlfriend Leaves him.


Question 12
According to you, the first thing a man looks for in a woman is....

1)Her Intelllegence.
2)Her Body / Figure.
3)Her Sense of Humour.
4)Her skill in Bed.
5)Her Looks.


Question 13
At which age is the most enjoyable period in lifetime
1)10-20
2)20-30
3)30-40
4)40-50
5)50 and above

Question 14
According to you, a Man is his happiest when....
1)He becomes a Father.
2)He gets a Yes from her Parents.
3)He gets Laid.
4)His Girl says she loves him for the first time.
5)He gets Married.


Question 15
Most Men want their wives to be...
1)Loving, Carling, and good home makers.

2)Loving, beautiful and admired by all.
3)Loving, Responsible and Good mothers.
4)Loving, Intellegent and good decision makers.
5)Loving, Caring but also great in bed.

_______________________________________________
*result*
Fantastic!!
You really do know men pretty Well!!
Either you're a master at what men really want
or you've blatantly cheated!
whatever it is, Congratulations,
you're an Expert on that pathetic species called "Man"

2.5.09

malaysia trip