Wed

feeling damn down now
i hate this feeling..it sux
说不出de感觉,.
very 痛苦..
it's hurt;
it's pain;
it's weird;
it's upset;
it's ..
complicated..
until e tears just drop by itself
i couldnt even believe myself
...
maybe iz becoz of i always 装坚强?.,
假装无所谓..?
thus it just flood out?...
.
.
ppl'll nv satisfied..
always go for e better one ,
but missed e previous ones...
and when we look back and realize acutalli
e good times/thingys/persons iz alr in e past..
regret no use,.
learn to treasure e moment we have now~..
dun inordinate desire too much=]
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你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追 要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说 在萦回
在体内是什麽 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给 就像个傀儡