Sun

afternoon heard mum bring relative home
and i stil half leg in my lala land
and till evening time..i heard she lock my room door
(tt means she's going out nt coming back)
i suddenly wake up go kitchen saw her
ya..she's going out alr..
she told mi she gt dabao food
and nt coming back tonight..expected
wells..after she go off
on laptop...online...
suddenly feel so empty
alone in e e empty house
ya feeling lonely?
out of sudden bahx..
maybe go out will be better
den wendi say wan meet ppl near my place so can meet
but i dun feel like meeting stranger..ya
end up just nice ivan call her say dylan wan ask both of us out
but it's actualli ivan moody..
den they go find wendi 1st den came yishun find mi
go chongpang eat, ivan wan go pub drink and watch soccer
but all pub close..so went to 100+kpt
order seafood eat again
haha..
since dylan tml gt work so finish soccer we go back le
...
[cheer up, ivan..it's fate=]
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知道没什么好伤心de，
可是为什么眼泪还是不停de流
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i..dun dare to think
dun dare to face it?
keep it inside also like tt
expressed it out even worse
so tell mi wat am i suppose to do?!!

[x-mas is coming and i'm down with sickness again=((]