wat am i doing~?!

i always use *sth* to fill the vacuum inside my heart
but end up i'll still feel empty
can't i be independent abit more?
seriously i reflects on myself,
i realli can't be all alone
i'm nt a kid anymore,
i have to learn how to be an adult and,.
live alone...
i must..
but tell mi how
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*haish*
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[i noe we are impossible
but it's impossible to forget him,too]