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25.6.10

$=/=rich

let's talk about e "ah xia kia"
born in a rich family,
nv had any hardships since young
wan wat got wat,
wan money take from parents
so wat if u gt money?so u think u are rich??
actualli u are as poor as a beggar
.
parents wanting thier child to be e No.1
give this lesson tt tuition since kindergarten
all they wan to see is a success person in e future
but actualli they are just spoiling thier child
when love becomes over dote, everything's too late
.
i admit i ate silver spoon when i was young
but i had realise i have to be myself
they give mi a life but i have to live on my own way
,
yea if i wanted something and they just buy for mi
of cos i will be happy, but tt "happy" last forever??
we dun have e childhood as e normal family
now i think back,
how i wish i could ever be in a common home
.
wells, it's nv too late to wake up ur mind
start everything from zero
.
i just can't bear to see those guys whom
showing off how rich they are,can have alot things
which normal ppl can't affort.
"it's not about e guitar, it's about e guitarist"(by my fiance)
ya so wat if u gt all e branded stuff
and nowadays ppl says:
if u're holding a fake LV bag, ppl might tot it's real,
if u're holding a real one,ppl maybe still will think whehter it's fake
LOL! for wat keep wasting money on such lame shit=.=!
talk aboout quality, last time e chiong one seiously scary,easy2spoil
but now,look at e fake one, sometimes even better=.=!
(eg: Gucci hp accesorries, e real one wear long liao will qi mao
but e chiong one wun-.-)
maybe is becos i dun siao brands tt's why i dunno e feel
but even if i realli realli like a brand's stuff
save up using my own hardwork money to buy 1 still ok mahx
or i could just do is-"daddy~~ i like e blablabla and bla"
den i will get it? happy meh??
.
i ate silver spoon grown up still alright
look at my cousin who ate golden spoon de,
parents busy about their own business,
so wat if they earning million US dollars every year
"throw" their child to grand parents since young
my mum was a housewife so she was still free to look after her
sometimes we wasnt tt free, she was all alone
all she do was just study, and study
give her a book she can sit there for e whole day
she dun need any luxury, she wun ask for anything else
i nv realli seen a real smile or laughter from her before
no one cares about her feeling, no one noes wat's one her mind
but at least, all she noe is just study
and goal-ing toward being a lawyer in e future.
her parent didnt give her much money
her spending is much lesser than mine since young till now
eventhough she wasnt happy cos her parents always can't be with her
but as e life journey she used to it, and being independence
she didnt have happiness, but she got a great future=]
(all e best to her)
.
anyway, back to e point,
to those childe who still shaking leg
and being a black sheep as a 败家子
i just wish u can wake up asap
ur money is from ur parents, not urs
from a rich family doesnt means u're rich
whether u happy or not
above is my thoughtx

[[straight to e point-tt's mila;)]]

9.6.10

Tues

i dun understand y some ppl just wun learn from e mistakes
why can't they just grow up?
those xmm xdd puppy love lub here lub there nvm
adualt alr still behave like a kid
tsk tsk~
saying how innocent how poor thing u were
from keep changing partner
fked more than 5 gals within a short period of time
and saying wanna be serious in r/s?
lol xmm also wun believe
.
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when u treat them good, with sincere,
they wun see cos they dun have eyes
u help them with big problems
even if they thank u but forget all e way asap
cos they gt no lan pa,
u could just dun bother and let them dead..
u scold them wan to wake them up,
they dun give a fk or even bites u
cos they are worse than a loyal dog
.
.
dun ever step onto my toe
human got patience
i had reached my limit
so tt's it
=)

8.6.10

love?

love,99% all fake
only 1%,which is real de
is pain,
pain is real and true
but the funny thing is,
u wun find any cuts on ur body,
u wun bleed,
but this kinda pain,
would bite u deeply and wun let go
till, bite ur heart out
u den will break away from e pain
dun have heart, u wun pain

再忍一下,
我就不痛了
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in e love game,
only gt 2 kind of person
one side is a fool(dumb)
one side is a faker(liar)
true <3 is just like e chips
who use true heart 1st,
is e dumb
,
if wanna be e winner of e love game
e onli way is be a super swindler
not onli to bluff others,
but to bluff urself too...

去他妈de爱情_|_=.=
LOL!

7.6.10

Monday morning

since everyone's wondering why
and wat on earth i'm thinking
and wat's on my mind
i gonna talk about it now
.

ya, i noe to u iz realli unfair
and i'm being selfish,
but e main reason is becos i swore to myself
,that he would be e last1 ever...
and tt's why,
i'm being with u,.
simply becos u can love mi with all u can
doing watever things that i want to
...
he's stoopid cos he nv treasure some1 who love him with all her<3 truly,
i dun wan to be like him cos i dun wish to lost some1 like tt
and end up regreting about it
why not just keep it now
.
ever since i knew tt mi and him is freaking impossible,
and tt's why i tgt with u
i could forget him den be with u,
but i didnt...
cos i just dun wish to lost someone like u
i noe once i missed it, it will be gone forever
it seems very very bad, like i'm using u to forget him,
but i'm not doing tt,
i can't give u a promise when i can forget about him
i can't promise u when i can have u as e onli one in my heart
but i can promise u tt i wun regret for being with u
.
everytime we quarrel or argue over thingys
or i get mad over u,.
we all noe e reason behind
just tt u nv ask, i nv say..
but u noe tt i will tell u anyway
cos tt's e way i am
.
of cos i hope u can change to a better one
more mature...better in everything
but the only thing that i dun wish to happen is
dun ever change ur heart.
tt's all i wan now
and tt's enough..
.

i still rmb u did told mi,
u wun let me go even if i found someone else
unless, e person is him
yup,.we all noe tt this wun be happening
so e same to mine,
that wun happen too
=)
=))
=)))
i told mi "smile"
so do u=]

3.6.10

random-fashion?

wat is realli call fashion?
keep following e "流行"?
i got no idea wat so nice about lady gaga,wonder girls
or even e korean stuffs nowadays
everyone's talking about korea things
korea hot gals?
just that e legs are longer or the face sweeter?
all fakers=.=!Zzz
japan:化妆美女
korea:整容美女
so ppl are just loving e "mask"
the packing of e present?
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nowadays, wat do u find in e shopping mall?
those shoes, cloth, dress, specs, blablabla
watever u can find on e "stars" body
u can always find it on e streets=.=!
and tt's why i hate shopping nowadays
i can't find anything tt i like
even if i found sth tt i like even yrs back
u are seeing huge numbers of gals wearing=.=Zzz
sian 1/2
lolz!!!
or u found sth which "流行-ed" few yrs back
yea it would be cheaper of cos,
and u bought it wear on e street simply becos u love it
end up ppl saying u old fashion=.=!
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come on,
why can't we ppl just wear or do e things we like
not follow e so called "fashion"
.
ppl who keep following e "流行“ will nv be "e one",
can onli be e "copy catx"..
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so u think u very cool huh?~
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[this post above was just my personal thoughts=D
nth/no1 to be aimed at;)
i'm just being random=D]

thurs

things just doesnt goes well as e way we wanted
i'm so lost
and there's nth i can do right now
e government always going against mi
isnt it realli a mistake for being there?
everything's too late now
i just have to keep going
keep trying and trying just to get back there
and so i can move on and on
.
life was so healthy when i just gt here
night before 12 sleep morning 9am wake up
after e bad news was out,
couldnt fall asleep so earli anymore
lying on e bed eyes open bigbig
even close my eyes,
my brain just can't stop thinking and thinking
all e memories flash back
my eyes were always teary
wat can i do,
wat's next
wat's gonna be happen
where i belongx to
i realli dunno
God noes, but y is He always going against mi
why~