Monday morning

since everyone's wondering why
and wat on earth i'm thinking
and wat's on my mind
i gonna talk about it now
.

ya, i noe to u iz realli unfair
and i'm being selfish,
but e main reason is becos i swore to myself
,that he would be e last1 ever...
and tt's why,
i'm being with u,.
simply becos u can love mi with all u can
doing watever things that i want to
...
he's stoopid cos he nv treasure some1 who love him with all her<3 truly,
i dun wan to be like him cos i dun wish to lost some1 like tt
and end up regreting about it
why not just keep it now
.
ever since i knew tt mi and him is freaking impossible,
and tt's why i tgt with u
i could forget him den be with u,
but i didnt...
cos i just dun wish to lost someone like u
i noe once i missed it, it will be gone forever
it seems very very bad, like i'm using u to forget him,
but i'm not doing tt,
i can't give u a promise when i can forget about him
i can't promise u when i can have u as e onli one in my heart
but i can promise u tt i wun regret for being with u
.
everytime we quarrel or argue over thingys
or i get mad over u,.
we all noe e reason behind
just tt u nv ask, i nv say..
but u noe tt i will tell u anyway
cos tt's e way i am
.
of cos i hope u can change to a better one
more mature...better in everything
but the only thing that i dun wish to happen is
dun ever change ur heart.
tt's all i wan now
and tt's enough..
.

i still rmb u did told mi,
u wun let me go even if i found someone else
unless, e person is him
yup,.we all noe tt this wun be happening
so e same to mine,
that wun happen too
=)
=))
=)))
i told mi "smile"
so do u=]